Via my girl Tiffany Chevelle: "Can u love someone u haven't really been around? Yet you know them better than someone u have...? If so, what would u do to be with them"? I thought this was a very real and interesting question to ask. What do you think?
I thought the above was a great question because I've had to ask myself this question in the past. I'm usually the type of person who knows exactly what I want and then I go after it. However, I'm very analytic when it comes to making decisions and I do my best not react on emotion. I feel like I'm always in my own head analyzing (perhaps over analyzing) my situation and what to do with it when sometimes I just need to take a risk.
Over the past 2 years I've gotten a lot better at taking risks and letting go to let God do His will. I still have days and moments when I try to control everything but I am making constant efforts to let go and allow God to direct me. I'm in desperate need of His guidance!
I often ask God to speak to me clearly so I can make the right decisions for myself and those around me that I love. Lately I've been battling with my decision making which is really unlike me to do! There are new things in my life that I would like to pursue and fear has held me back from doing so. I feel like if I make the wrong decision I will end up self-destructing and my life will forever be altered. On the other hand, I feel like if I don't take a risk I may lose an opportunity to truly be fulfilled and the thought of losing this opportunity is driving me crazy!
Above, Dres Tha Beatnik said he is willing to wait for what he believes is probably his soul mate. I wonder if my opportunity will wait for me? The odds don't look to be in my favor but I was once told that God doesn't give anything you can't handle.
Something is telling me I'm not handling things very well...